#5

...it's simple, but somehow, letting go's the hardest part

I just facebook-stalked Kara. It's weird, because I keep thinking that I'm going to see her face, or see a comment from her and it'll bring all this emotion and heartache rushing to my face, burning my cheeks. Instead, I see her and I just assume she's telling people awful things about me, which could or could not be true, and I shake my head and realize I'm better off.

I'm ready for such a big change. Like...completely different from anything I've expected before. I want something that makes everyone look at me twice, blink and say "holy shit". Not just because of a physical makeover, but because I'm going to finally get my shit together and people will sense that.

Also - Hanson? Still the best show I'll ever see. Seriously. It reminds me of why I have always loved music and why I want to explore my potential as a musician.

AHHHH I'M READY.