#8

...i know you have much more love than you have shown

i've only really said this out loud to one person. to the most important person. who didn't take me seriously, not that it matters. he couldn't help me. i just needed to be heard and believed.

i want a baby.

i think about it at least once every day. i want to feel a warmth inside of me and have that warmth become a bundle in my arms. something to nurture and teach and inspire. i want a baby to give all of this love that's spilling out of me to. to raise as a little person with ideas and a bold, beautiful imagination.

i would raise the best baby in the world, with or without anyone by my side.